January 2010
31 posts
what? a solo show on thursday?
Yess. I have my first show as my solo project this thursday, Januray 28th and the Hot Topic at the springfield mall.
7pm. be there.
who is coming?
pardon my double post.
as if i could ever stop listening to la...
http://www.myspace.com/weallhavehooksforhands
hoppin' on
the bandwagon.
http://www.formspring.me/kelcdanmarie
i am convinced. this could be fun, just don’t be a pervert.
i am so glad to be out of popxcore.
i can’t take another breakdown.
i've gotta have faith in you
because the moment i lose that, is the moment i lose faith in everything.
i trust you, and sometimes i am scared. i worry about decisions and the ones i cannot and will not make.
everything will always be ok, i know that. i just worry.
part 2 is hiding. you know where to find it.
.on, on ho
you: maybe you just need to go on a drive
oh no, no. my drives always end up as the surprises on your door steps, as the morning hug you did not know was coming, the late night coming into town because of whatever silly reasons. no no. my drive would end up with me sitting on a small wooden porch alone, watching my breath blow out. staying would be too tempting; waiting would be too tempting. no no. so, i am just going to crawl into bed with an aching stomach and heavy eyes. goodnight.
i am tired
i am so tired and worn out. i am sick of waiting.
i want the resolution.
i have taken to leaving my tumblr url in notes and finding indirect means to make sure they get into the right hands.
what makes up the right hands?
honestly, this is my life (not tumblr, the thoughts going into it), my journey, my footsteps. I only leave the url in palces where people whom would enjoy watching the outlines of my footprints create paths, or could relate to the walk i am on. i...
i took a nap today. i had the oddest dream.
Christmas had only been celebrated for 16 years, each year as an anniversary. I wonder what kind of symbolism that has to me? The celebrations in my dream took place in a warped version of my own school cafeteria. For once everyone was getting along. Everyone sang songs together so loud i was plugging my ears. There was a birthday cake on every table in the cafeteria, almost as if simultaneously...
“why is is that as a culture we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns...”
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recording talk.
kelc: what time can i stop by?
jon: whenever dude
jon: preferably after 12, me being a rockstar and all hahaha
kelc: i have school anyway dude
kelc: haha
jon: wow.
jon: im so dumb. i have school too
kelc: hahahahaha
kelc: THATS AWESOME
jon: what the eff was i thinking?!!
so tired
all the while i’ve been soaking in denile.
i am on a music writing kick right now. it feels so good to finally be turning out songs that mean something to me (but aren’t hateful, haha) and are good enough to use.
i’ve taken enough baby steps. gettin’ ready to run and jump and dance and scream and most importantly,
sing.
uhhg. i hate when
i do not get to eat before work, and i don’t get a minute to calm down and sit down and just relax.
i do not like this new schedule. but i will get used to it.
no phone, wrong shoes, no food. hopefully something good happens tonight. i just need that.
oh. and i miss you. you know who you are.
no, that isn't silly.
those little things stick out to me sometimes too. don’t ever think any kind of feeling or emotion is silly or too small to mean anything. you mean everything to me, therefore every current passing through your brains is important.
and don’t you forget it.
Today’s date, 01-02-2010, is a palindrome; it...
kathrynnn:
astoryforsupper:
mcgonagall:heartofthemorning:(via helloimabigail)
i was going to make a note about this anyway (: