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My head is attached to my stomach, so when I think my mind sends the morse code,
Down my throat,
past my ribs,
Straight to my stomach to start the pit.
I’ve always imagined teeth would be seen if I could peel back my skin,
I know it’s grotesque and graphic and morbid,
But my brain tells my stomach that it’s going insane and sends a wave of sparks and pain and doubt,
And then my body devours itself from the inside out.
I’m so gross guys. I apologize for the nature of this description of how my body reacts to personal, deep thoughts.
Anonymous asked: Hi Dr. Phil.
Hi, Mark from Reel Bear Media.
Midnight nation. And sweaty we were! (Taken with instagram)
If you’re not careful, your pokeball might just catch a pikachu AND your black lace dress. (Taken with instagram)
Anonymous asked: Could you recommend some good bands? Anything like La Dispute or Deas Vail, both great bands which I have found thanks to you.
I always have to use questions like this to promote my friends’ bands.
If you haven’t listened to Now,Now then I’m not sure what you’re waiting for. This Love is no more, but still a good listen. Dangerkids is a new project in Ohio with absolutely amazing lyrics and an instant hype. Last but not least, you need to listen to twenty one pilots if you have yet to give them the chance. They just got signed to FBR and are made up of the hardest working team I have ever had the privelage to know. Once you have listened to these bands, I will gladly compile more for you.
Anonymous asked: advice: My (ex)girlfriend of nearly 4 months whom ive know for a year and am madly in love with, left me for another girl. that she had only known for 2 days. and im completely devastated and its been two weeks and i just can get my head into life again. the worst part is, while she was leaving me she told me this other girl was basically just an older version of me. wait, that wasnt the worst part, she called me today and asked me for money... which i gave her. what do i do with my life?
Stop it right now. This is me giving you a slap through the internet to snap you out of it!
Let’s look at some time lines here:
You’ve only known her for a year, so maybe now you are seeing some sides of her that you didn’t know about, some that may make some pretty strong marks in the cons list.
She left you for someone she only knew for two days?! She is either lying or impulsive and crazy. she does not sound mature enough to be in a sound relationship right now, do you really want that kind of instability?
You’ve only been broken up for two weeks and healing takes time. I know it’s hard when you feel so devastatingly in love with someone. A year from now, those feelings could be nothing.
The human heart is so bizarre, the way it tells you that you love and then feels nothing at all.
It will be tough, but the best thing for you to do is cut ties, at least for now. Maybe you can be friends later, but she is obviously using you with no regards to your feelings, and you are only doing yourself a great disservice by obliging to what she wants.
Again, I know it’s hard, but focus on you right now because your ex obviously isn’t. She is treating you like a door mat and you do not deserve to be walked all over. Stay strong.
Anonymous asked: Bring Dexter back please.
Ohhhh. I’m going through withdrawal.
Anonymous asked: You have fantastic style:) where do you shop/what do you look for?
thrift///thrift////thrift
I will get little things on sale from forever 21, charlotte russe and urban outfitters every now and then, but I’m definitely a bargain shopper.
Thrift stores, vintage stores, and definitely independent clothing companies. I picked up sewing so I can alter things to my liking and that definitely comes in handy with thrifting and such.
I couldn’t sleep tonight, so I just spent the last four hours cleaning my closet and putting together summer outfits. Bring on the heat!